The life that we live

I haven’t been feeling real well and kind of cheated with yesterday’s post. It was Not very creative. Today I am back to writing about life and the life I’m involved in. I went through a bit of being sad because I have said more than once that my best friend tells me that he loves me. Well on Halloween he told be but only before he found out some other man asked for my phone number. After that things slowed down a bit. He stopped telling me he loves me and when I would tell him how I feel he would act strange with me and say something like “thanks” or wouldn’t respond at all. I don’t really know how to respond to that other than to stop saying how I feel. I feel like I’m putting myself out there. I just don’t know. It’s not like he has stopped wanting to be around me because he has invited me out to his house several times since then but I just feel strange about the whole thing.